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I'm an author and arts administrator living in New England with my family and pugs. I'm also a caffeine addict and voracious reader. My latest middle grade fantasy novel, COMET RISING, is available now from Sourcebooks Jabberwocky!

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2018 – A Year of Extremes

This year has felt like several years all squished into one. So much has happened in my tiny corner of the universe (let alone the insanity going on nationwide in the political arena).

In many ways, it’s been an amazing year. Our little boy Logan is a toddler now. He learned to say his first few words (Mama, Dada, Dog, Wow, Tree, and more), and how to crawl, then walk (and run!). It is absolutely incredible watching him grow. On the writing side of things, this has been the best year yet. 2018 began with the launch of a new book (SHADOW WEAVER!). It even got starred reviews and was nominated for the New England Book Award and the Texas Bluebonnet (still pretty darn floored about this). My superhero agent Suzie sold not one, but TWO new duologies for me, meaning that for the next 3 years, I’ll have two books out each year (yes that’s kind of nuts, but also awesome and wow am I excited about it!). I even got my first ever royalty check – not a thing I’d expected to happen for a while, but a very, very welcome surprise!

But while all that was happening, some of the hardest things we’ve had to go through also happened this year.  I debated whether to include them in my year end post. I usually like to keep things upbeat here on the blog, but I also believe in transparency and leaving those challenges out felt wrong, even deceptive. Art is a part of life; we can’t create it in a vacuum. Traumatic events have ripples and impact. Yes, I had a ton of wonderful things happen–which I’m incredibly grateful for–but it was also a year filled with considerable loss.

[Trigger warning suicide and other traumatic events]

 

 

In the spring, my brother-in-law committed suicide. It was – and still is – devastating for the entire family and has left behind a hole that can never be filled. One of my first memories of meeting my husband’s family was at his brother’s 13th birthday party. It still just seems unreal that he could be gone.

On my side of the family, both my parents’ dementia came to light and had grim results. In September, my mom was hospitalized after being catatonic for 3 days before my dad realized he should call 911 (she had dangerously low sodium levels and a BP of 233/180 – and no, that’s not a typo). While she has mostly recovered in a physical sense, mentally she isn’t the same person she was even just this past summer. Now that she’s wheelchair bound and needs round the clock care, she’s moved into an assisted living facility. My siblings and I tried to convince my dad to move in with her, but he insisted he didn’t need it and instead chose to live alone at their house, hoping that she’d be coming home very soon.

The weekend after Thanksgiving, my dad suffered a massive stroke. It’s the nightmare scenario of having elderly parents who live alone. No one knew it had happened until my mom called me on Monday morning worried she hadn’t seen him all weekend. From what we can piece together, he was disoriented from the stroke and fell out of bed as he was trying to turn off the light on his nightstand. He was on the floor unable to move for at least two days before I found him. While that was certainly one of the most traumatizing events of my life, I’m so grateful I found him alive. He spent 3 weeks in the ICU before he was stable enough to go to a rehabilitation center, and soon he’ll go to a skilled nursing facility. He can’t speak or move one side of his body, but he knows we’re there and he can hug us with one arm and answer yes/no questions. It’s awful to see my once very active father like this, but really, it could have been far worse.

Finally, add to all of the above the fact that a kind elderly friend who has been a surrogate grandmother to me for the past 2 decades also passed away this fall, and it’s been one hell of a year.

So, if you’re reading this, hug your loved ones a little tighter, OK? 

 

Anyway, let’s end on a more positive note, shall we? Despite the hard times, there really were so many bright spots this year too. Here are some of my favorite highlights from 2018:

HOW DID 2018 TREAT YOU? WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO IN THE NEW YEAR?

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2017 – A Year of Endings and Beginnings

To say 2017 was an eventful year is an understatement. In some ways—especially the current political climate—it was catastrophically bad, and in others very good.

In my little corner of the world, we had ups and downs too. In April, we adopted a third pug, Teddy, but in September we lost our beloved Tootsie. It was a difficult month and it’s been hard to talk about it online, though I imagine some may have noticed her absence from my Instagram. She was our first dog and such a sweet little girl. We miss her every day. But the most wonderful part of the year was the birth of our son Logan. He’s brought so much joy to our lives and he’s such a good little boy. We can’t imagine our lives without him now and can’t wait to grow with him!

On the writing side of things, we announced a new book deal in the spring! THE STAR SHEPHERD is a heavily illustrated middle grade fantasy co-authored with the awesome Dan Haring (it will be out in Fall 2019!). And I reached all of my “must-do” goals but none of my “want-to-do” or “might-do” goals. Hopefully next year I’ll accomplish a little more!

Some highlights from 2017:

HOW DID 2017 TREAT YOU? WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO IN THE NEW YEAR?

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A Year For Words

2017 is going to be an interesting year. In 2015 and 2016, I had new books coming out but this year, I do not (I know! Sad!). However, I do have a new middle grade series beginning in early 2018 which I’m very excited about and a couple surprises in store for 2017 too (sorry, you’ll just have to wait and see :P). So this year my focus will be on looking head and laying the ground work for the great things on the horizon in 2018.

Which essentially means writing lots and lots of words. Words in books (at least 3!), but also words in letters to my state representatives, house and senate committees, etc. about issues that are important to me. 2018 is also a year for midterm elections and a pivotal opportunity to gain ground for the rights the incoming administration threatens. I know a lot of people say that writers should keep politics out of their books and online presence — personally, I think that perhaps they don’t quite understand the nature of writing. Writing is a conduit for freedom of expression. It is a thing we are able to do freely in this country due to the protections of the First Amendment. Writing is an inherently political act, and like it or not, we (at the very least) subconsciously imbue our works with our own moral, ethical, and political undertones. Ignoring that, denying that, feels dishonest to me.

I think recognizing this is particularly important when writing for children. Teens and tweens are much smarter than they are often given credit for being, and they’re aware of what’s going on in the world. Avoiding those issues is doing them a disservice and denying them the chance to process their fears in a safe space: within the pages of a book. Themes of being bullied, parents getting a divorce, family members battling a disease are seen in all types of fiction from contemporary to fantasy to post-apocalyptic. Tackling any of the many potential issues from the incoming administration is no different — it’s about to become a real part of our lives. Looking the other way will not change that. So, I’ll be doing my part in the ways that I can. Writing stories and writing letters and doing what I can to help create positive change.

Anyway, it’s tradition for me to post my fiction writing goals on my blog each year to keep myself accountable. Last year, I managed to complete all the “Must Dos” and all but one of the “Want To Dos” which is not too shabby. Maybe this will be the year I’ll finally cross everything off this list!

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!

 WHAT ARE YOUR GOALS FOR 2017? SHARE IN THE COMMENTS!

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A Year to Maintain Momentum

2016

2015 was quite the whirlwind, and I can hardly believe my second book will be out in a mere 6 weeks. I can’t wait for everyone to meet Greta in Ravenous come February 9, AND for the prequel novella Precious to be out too (it’s a 100-page story about Rosabel that will be published as bonus content in the back of Ravenous)!

If you happen to be in the Boston area, consider yourself invited to my launch party on Sunday, February 21, 2016, 2pm at Porter Square Books in Cambridge, MA (it has parking and it’s T-accessible). If you’re not local and you’d like a signed copy of Ravenous, you can pre-order one from Porter Square Books here. AND if you’ve already pre-ordered Ravenous, you rock and I’d love to send you a Swag Pack!

When I set my goals for last year there was the unknown quantity of time to be spent promoting Monstrous, but now I have a better idea of what that will take for Ravenous in 2016. And I have a better sense of my limits of what I can reasonably accomplish without stressing myself out too much 🙂 I feel really good about Monstrous and how launching it went, so here’s hoping we can maintain that momentum into 2016 for Ravenous, too! Really though, my primary resolution is the same as last year’s: to do the very best I can on those things within my control. Worrying about things I can’t do anything about will only drive me nuts, so focusing on what I can do is something I’ve found helps considerably.

Last year was also a decent year for writing (which is nothing less than a miracle) and I managed to accomplish about 2/3 of my goals and even drafted a random young adult fantasy novella and a sizable chunk of two additional middle grade projects on top of that. (Can you tell I never sleep? Sleep is for the weak!). This year, I really hope I’ll be able to do all of my Must Dos and Want To Dos at the very least – they’re all projects I’m really excited about! Again, I hope to build off the writing momentum I had going in 2015 to keep my writing projects all on track!

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!

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2015 – Year of Saying Yes

YearofYES2It’s hard to believe 2015 is already over (seriously, where did the year go?!). I spent most of 2014 preparing for 2015 and it did not disappoint! It was a year filled with firsts and fun and stress and saying Yes to as many opportunities as possible.

I’m very lucky to be in a place where I have a part time day job and a flexible schedule that allowed me to do as much as I did. I think I actually said Yes to every invitation I got for a book event, blog post, school or library visit, etc on top of all the other opportunities I pursued myself. I went to several new places and met a ton of awesome booksellers, readers, librarians, teachers, and authors. In short, it was a flat-out AMAZING year.

But saying Yes to everything also has some drawbacks. To be honest, I took on too much and spent most of the year feeling overwhelmed and behind on everything.  So while it was incredibly fun and rewarding, it was also very stressful. Plus I’m an introvert, so being “on” so often can give me anxiety. However, 2015 was a great learning experience on how to fake being an extrovert for a short time…as long as I got to have a day or two of hibernating afterwards. And that hibernation meant I pulled back from non-book related activities without really realizing it. I’m kind of a workaholic, so when I feel like I have ALL THE THINGS to do, I get so focused on it that occasionally that means I may not reach out to family and friends for a lot longer than I should. While I love writing and making up worlds, it isn’t healthy for me to spend so much time alone in my own head. I unintentionally pulled away from my support system, and that’s something I definitely need to remedy in 2016.

Long story short, 2015 was a very exciting year, and now I need a nap and to include more non-bookish activities on my docket for 2016. I also want to say THANK YOU to those of you who came out to my events, bought Monstrous, read Monstrous, supported me in any way shape or form – you are awesome and helped make this year one of the best in a long time! 🙂

These were some of my favorite highlights of the year:

 

HOW DID 2015 TREAT YOU? WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO IN THE NEW YEAR? HERE’S TO A FABULOUS 2016! 

 

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